Back..

August 12, 2008 at 7:59 am | In Family, Fun Stuff, Kuwait, My Kids, Pissed Off!, Thoughts | 22 Comments

It’s not easy being part of this world..

Too much hatred..

Too many fights..

Too much self pride and dignity is no good trust me.. SCREW el Karama! I call it arrogance and it’s not something to be proud of!

Even if you are wrong or right, it doesn’t matter any more..

At least not to me.. It makes the person appear so small and childish to me..

The bigger stronger person to me is the one who can step up and say sorry.. or try to fix things even if he/she didn’t do anything wrong..

It breaks my heart when I see those I love kill each other verbally and I can’t do anything..

I just sit, hear and watch .. since nobody listens to the ‘invisible’ me and my ‘useless’ opinions.

How are we going to teach our kids good values if the adults are acting like this?!

That is why it keeps going from generation to generation, because we are passing those ideals to our kids..

Because we teach them about ‘pride’ rather than ‘having a big heart’..

Because we teach them that ‘appearances matter’..

Because we teach them that having a strong personality is by being arrogant..

Because we teach them about getting back at someone (wrong or right, doesn’t matter!) instead of forgive and forget..

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Sorry for such a lame ‘I’m back’ post but I had to let it go somewhere since I can’t do anything else.

How are you all?

I have been quite busy and too tired to post.. Sometimes I passed by some of the blogs, to check on you guys without commenting..

I hope you are enjoying the summer..

I went to Disneyland in Paris. It’s the 15th Anniversary of the park.. I have been there when it was the 5th anni and the 10th anni.. isn’t that cool? loooool

My little son didn’t like anything, only Micky Mouse and wanted to take his autogragh over and over again lol!

Anyways, I will try to post more inshallah.. and take care!

*Sprinkles love everywhere*

Yousuf’s Crush

June 25, 2008 at 10:25 am | In Family, My Kids, Pissed Off! | 37 Comments

I know i haven’t been posting lately.. I was a bit tired, plus family came and got busy..

Anyways, you know my almost 3 year old (He will be 3 on the 12th of July)? Well, he seems to have a crush on a girl in the nursary. He goes on like “Yasmin 7ilwa (pretty)”  and ” A7eb Yasmin (I love Yasmin)”. One day, I went to take pictures of him, and then he said “Take a picture of Yasmin” . Two days ago, she was sick and didn’t come, and he was upset ” Yasmin Ma yat eskool (Yasmin didn’t come to school) “.  When I tell him i don’t like this Yasmin girl, he gets VERY angry and starts to give me those ‘Don’t you dare say that’ look!!

Should I worry? loooool

Moreover, one day I went and when he said goodbye to the other kids, a girl came up and said “a kiss? and she kissed him on the cheeks (Thank God). But the next day i went to pick him up, TWO girls came and said  ”a kiss?” and kissed him on the mouth! I was like Oiiiii back off! Maybe I should inform the girls’ parents to put some sense into those girls :P and my son is soooooo grounded!!!

O bas.. 

How are you? O what’s happening with you?

Why Is It So Hard?

May 25, 2008 at 9:16 pm | In Family, Life, Me Myself & I, Self-esteem, Thoughts | 22 Comments

To move on?

When changes happen in our lives?

Sometimes it’s like everybody is moving while I stand still, in the same spot, holding on to the past or something that is long gone..

Maybe I just can’t accept the changes..

:(

P.s: Sorry about the pathetic mood I am in for the last few days but I cannot help it.

Those were the days..

May 22, 2008 at 10:05 pm | In Family, Life, Me Myself & I, Memories, Personal, a-ha | 21 Comments
  • I miss the visits to my grandma’s, Allah Yir7amha, house in Mansouriya. We used to go there, and then to my aunt’s house in the back. I remember playing inside the van ‘Waneet’ which was always parked outside, though I never knew to whom it belonged. 
  • I miss playing in 7adiqat el Mansouriya.
  • I miss seeing my grandma at breakfast each morning when I was in Kuwait. She can’t do it anymore but I keep remembering that.
  • I miss uncle ‘Y’ Allah yir7ama when he used to come to my mother-in-law’s house (his sister) each night for dinner. He used to eat khoboz o jibin or soup or kebab. He was the most humble modest man I know.
  • I miss my best ‘relative’ friend. I remember the days when we used to stay long hours, in her room, just reading magazines and cutting what we want. Or, translating and looking up every word in the dictionary we didn’t know from an A-HA song. Though we are not together any more, I truly wish her well and all the best.
  • I miss aunt ‘M’ Allah yir7amha. I don’t really know what exactly to mention about her because there was and will never be anyone like her.
  • I miss the days when we used to record tamthiliyyat (Tv shows) with my brothers. The Monopoly games and the so7oor in Ramdan.
  • I miss the gatherings on Wednesdays. Used to be my favourite day of the week.
  • I miss uncle ‘M’ Allah yir7ma. I miss his visits to my house in Switzerland. He stayed with me two times and during that time, I got to know the real him, which not many know unless you live with him. 
  • I miss her, although I haven’t seen her for a long time, and now she’s gone. 
  • I just miss everything and hate the changes but all I can say is Al Hamdilla 3ala kil 7al.
  • There are so many other things but I can’t write anymore. My heart is aching and I so need a hug :( .
P.S: I am really sorry to all my relatives who are reading this. I know they relate to a lot of the things I said so I am really sorry if I made you feel bad but I felt I had to let it out somewhere.

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May 21, 2008 at 9:07 am | In Family, Personal | 28 Comments

I am still in shock and denial

:( :( :(

My eyes are glued at the name in the newspaper.

Re-reading it over and over.

I don’t know why I went there, just to read her name.

Maybe to let it sink in.

But it doesn’t.

 

 

Flour Mess

May 13, 2008 at 1:15 pm | In Family, Fun Stuff, My Kids, Photography | 20 Comments

Yesterday was a holiday here “White Monday”

A day off from school

My son was playing with PlayDough, flour and water

and then he was white from head to toe

In the end, he put that flour dough around his neck, I don’t know why lool!

April Birthdays

April 26, 2008 at 8:06 pm | In Family, Me Myself & I | 29 Comments

 

 

  • My son turned 12 on the 16th of April.
  • I turned 32 on the 18th of April.
  • My brother turned 28 on the 21st of April.
  • Hasan, I think, turned 24 on the 21st of April too.

 

He’s got his Porsche

April 1, 2008 at 10:20 am | In Family, Fun Stuff, My Kids | 33 Comments

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