Breaking the Silence
January 24, 2008 at 10:51 pm | In Blog Stuff, Greetings, Life, Me Myself & I, Thoughts |Good evening everyone!
I decided to come back. I mean, I knew I wanted to but I needed some time off to myself. There were some stuff to be taken care of. I am sorry if I made anyone feel bad but I did say I am coming back, didn’t I? I could never leave without saying so!
Moreover, I realized that this blog means alot to me. It’s my sanctuary, the one place where I am free to express myself and my feelings without being interrupted (as opposed to real-life where I barely have my say). And yes, I was around, reading blogs, bits here and there everyday but I didn’t want to comment before I was ready and back in my blog.
So here I am, Ta Da!
Anyways, first things first. I am going to type this in Arabic.
عظم الله اجورنا و اجوركم بمصاب سيد الشهداء الحسين بن علي . السلام عليك يا أبا عبد الله و على الارواح التي حلت بفنائك . مأجورين ان شالله
Let me see, I have read some posts which I am going to write about here. A memorable post was Swair’s on Mu7arram. That was the funniest thing, lol! I can totally relate to what the kids are doing there. It’s been four years since my last Mu7arram in Kuwait and I was really glad to be here for the first four days. There used to be a little girl, who used to knock on the door each time we finish distributing the sweets, dinner, drinks.. etc. When I open up, she’s like “ana ma khathait” ( I didn’t take/ get anything) . She was so cute lol bas ya3ni every night, she has to come and say that. I always gave her but I was sure her parents were sending her over lol. El mohem, I haven’t seen her for four years and when I saw her, I didn’t know it was her before Sumaya (my cousin) told me that it’s her. Aww she was so grown now! Bless her mashallah!
Btw, that hitting is way over the line. I know someone asked and the guy said you shouldn’t hurt yourself bas, see there are extremists everywhere, every religion and every belief.
Speaking of Sumaya, please pray for her. She’s in the hospital now for two days, tired and on the drip. She’s about a week in her ninth month. I wish her all the best and strength. May Allah bless her with a healthy cute baby.
Which reminds me of Sara, el Hamdilla 3ala el salama. Ma tishoofeen shar!
This lady, I hope you are feeling better. That last post was very touching. It’s beyond comprehension how suddenly someone leaves our world, just like that. Totally agree with you, no one knows when he/ she’s dying. That is why I don’t like to sleep when I know I am angry at someone. I always tell my kid: NEVER sleep feeling angry or sad. You just don’t know if you are waking up next morning or not. Is that how you want to leave the world? Leaving people behind feeling sad? Just HORRIBLE! I try my best but if the other person doesn’t want to forgive, then well, at least I can close my eyes knowing that I did my best.

Greyyy! where is my award??? Is that my punishment for leaving? *crying* Now you need to give me something as a welcome back gift :P
Ok now Blue, Hamad and Zia, where did you go? Blue was gone long before I did. Hamad closed suddenly and Zia just deleted her blog. So sad.
Awww Cat just posted her drawing of me. Check it out:

Thank you dear, that was quite good. Aham shay, el shama lool!!! One thing for sure, I don’t wear black! My family would kill me! Call them crazy but they always think something bad is going to happen if someone wears black.
This was very long, bear with me but since you were crying over me, you asked for it, ti7ammilaw!
Now let me move around blogs and leave my footprints there lol!
Take care my fellow bloggers and bloggerettes!
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Welcome back Shosho!
U’ve been missed!
Comment by Shoush — January 24, 2008 #
Hmmm..I dont see my name anywhere here! Oh and that black rule is among alot of other weird rules to be honest! And welcome back!
Comment by Hasan.B — January 24, 2008 #
Shoush Thank you dear!!
Hasan: LoL sorry about that
oh the rules, don’t get me started. the fish one, the passing over someone.. etc.. I don’t wanna say or people here will think we are aliens from the Planet of Weirdos!
Comment by ::: ShoSho ::: — January 24, 2008 #
Hee hee ! you are back ! Thanks for coming back ! missed you very much ! Don’t disappear again ! Award ? hmm ! thought you won’t come to collect it but i have a surprise award for you ! working on it right now !
Comment by GreY — January 24, 2008 #
welcome Back..we missed you
Comment by Fast Lane — January 24, 2008 #
Oh, and I forgot to say matshof shar sumaya nshala, hopefully etyeblena walad jada3 chethe esamona Hasan 3la his grandfather and someone else:P
Comment by Hasan.B — January 25, 2008 #
Welcome back
Welcome back SIS..
hope is everythin alright now..

we missed you..
Comment by shishq8 — January 25, 2008 #
Welcome back! I missed you a LOT.
Comment by Perfecty — January 25, 2008 #
It’s good that its back babe..
Comment by chikapappi — January 25, 2008 #
Grey: You are most welcome, I couldn’t leave you guys forever, well, not now lol! Thanks for the award!
FastLane: thanks alot!
Hasan: Inshallah thanks and lol.
Shishq8: Thanks dear! You have a nice blog I just checked it..
Perfecty: Thanks dear. So, am I allowed to do your closet?
Chika: Thanks my friend!
Comment by ::: ShoSho ::: — January 25, 2008 #
Welcome back o 3a’6am Allah lakom al-ajr.
Comment by iNoor — January 25, 2008 #
Welcome back :)!
Yes, so true, you should always try to be at peace before you go to bed.
You never know.
Never delay to contact anyone either, speak with them, whenever you can.
You never know.
Glad you’re back :)!!
Comment by rainmountain — January 26, 2008 #
iNoor: Same to you and thanks.
RainMountain: Thanks alot dear and it’s true. Thing is, sometimes we are afraid to do that. I mean, I don’t like being let down, but i try my best.. I just don’t understand why some people are sooo stubborn to let go..
Comment by ::: ShoSho ::: — January 26, 2008 #
shosho : thank u very much . the pic is differret of u
hassan : thanks you im now fine im back home and they have on boy named hassssson looooool .
Comment by soso — January 26, 2008 #
Soso: El 7amdilla 3ala el salama.. nawwar el Blog
Comment by ::: ShoSho ::: — January 26, 2008 #
thank u dear
Comment by soso — January 26, 2008 #
Welcome back! Allah eshafe your cousin o yarzegha khair enshalla
Comment by N. — January 27, 2008 #
Thanks for mentioning my blog :$
I know one thing for sure, I HAVE to have some fully black outfits, just for the sake of having the basics :p
Comment by Swair — February 6, 2008 #
hi Swair! LoL yeah plus it looks sophisticated you know.. but my family is weird.. Mu7arram could be the only time we wear black lol ..
Comment by ::: ShoSho ::: — February 6, 2008 #